Tamar Braxton on her nervous breakdown: my son “deserved better”
Dec 21 2020 17:56
In a crude and compelling interview on “Peace of Mind with Taraji,” TV personality Tamar Braxton opened up more about her mental health issues and her suicide attempt, saying her son Logan “deserves better.”
Sitting with co-hosts Taraji P. Henson and her best friend Tracie Jade, Henson told her guest that she was “in a safe place” before asking when she first felt she was losing her mind. control of his life.
“The first time I knew things weren’t normal was when it all happened with ‘The Real’,” she revealed. âI was in my room, it was completely dark. You don’t shower, you don’t eat, and you don’t know what day of the week it is. I was able to hide it enough to barely get out of there.
âAnd then I go back to the same toxic lifestyle without dealing with everything that has happened to me before that keeps happening to me,â Braxton continued. âFrom day to day, I barely slipped. I just felt suffocated, it wasn’t an escape, I couldn’t see any other way out. I wanted to die. Everything was going badly. “
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Braxton cried when Henson raised his “beautiful” 7-year-old son, Logan.
âLogan is the reason I made this decision. I felt he deserved better, I felt embarrassed for being a fool on television, âshe said, explaining the attack on her life. âI knew that wasn’t what my whole life really was, it wasn’t who I was. I didn’t want him to be embarrassed in front of his friends. His loudmouthed ghetto mom.
Henson was prompted to stand up and give Braxton a hug, telling him, âI just want you to know I’m seeing you. I see you, okay? You are here for a reason, now you know it. I see myself so much in you.
When asked if there was any talk of mental health in the Braxton family growing up, she laughed. âNo, Becky, we are black people. No. We are taking care of it. Because a therapist would want to say that something is wrong with me, âshe continued.
She then called the therapy “the best thing I have ever done”, telling the hosts that she now goes “every dayâ¦ because I didn’t get it”.
Braxton said the line of communication between her and her son was much better now, saying she was “present” and “a real mother.”
âNow I can decipher when he’s having a hard time understanding his emotions and when he really needs to sit down and I try to do it every day,â she said. Tamar added that the two check in every night, sharing their âroseâ and âthornâ of the day before talking about how to improve in the future.
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The 43-year-old attempted suicide in July and said she was “done with reality TV”, saying it would be the best thing for her. “I don’t feel like I need to give a description of my life and what’s going on and game by game.”
If you or someone you know is in crisis and needs help, there are resources available. In case of emergency, please call 911 for immediate assistance.
Canadian Association for Suicide Prevention, Depression Hurts and Kids Help Phone 1-800-668-6868 all offer ways to get help if you, or someone you know, has a mental health problem.